||[Feb. 7th, 2010|02:19 am]
Loving the best girl in the world
I am not going to fuck it up more by saying weird things again, and im going to keep it simple.|
I am so sorry for being mean to you that day, I was delirious with hunger and diarrhea. I never meant the things i said, it wasnt something in my mind at all.
You have been through thick and thin with me, when i am down with bad skin, when i was down to paying dinner with coins, and you stuck by my side when i was at the bottom most end of the pit. I cant put the words "I love you" in your mouth, but i have heard you said it twice to me when you finally had the courage to, at phuture. We have been together for 4 years, i cant say much for the first two year, but in the last one to two years, we have been going towards the right direction. You are not with me for the wrong reasons, and i am being very frank here now. No dependance, no motive, and we are together because we have good proper feelings for each other.
I dont know what is happening here, i am sort of glad that you are looking into our relationship this way although it has a stinging bite for me. I hope you can see things clearly soon, because if we can last through this hurdle.....
I want you to marry me. I love you.